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You Only Live Once
Monday, March 3, 2014, ϟ 0 shout(s)

Hai.
Its because I felt like blogging after a very extremely long hiatus.

2014, for me its eye opening. Even though its has only been 3 months, but things that I've went through are quite a lot. (Not to mention my sem 2 results and getting a step-mom). Well, first thing first. I began to realized that life is ain't easy without money. Its not that I didn't realised the important of cash before this, but its the way I view cash is completely different now. Get what I mean? No? I'm sorry, I can't explain further.

Family. We may seem broken, but we're strong inside. Even though people didn't see us as a whole, at least I see us as one. I'm out of word.

Friends. People who come and go? Or, simply people who was gone and suddenly comeback without you realized. I began to learn that friends are people who you will constantly talk to even though you're far apart, and silence can never be awkward. I always have this saying running around my mind "Once you're far apart, your friendship end". Well, you guys proved me wrong. You guys know who you are. And I'm missing you guys so much right now.  There's never once that I thought that we could be closed as today, but I'm glad that you guys are there during my up and downs.

Girlfriend. Babes, thanks for being there. Thanks for answering my calls whenever I need to cry. Thanks for being there whenever I want to laugh. Thanks for listening to every bits of my heart. Knowing you guys is a blessed (much).  

Mum and dad. I promised you guys to study hard, but looking back at my results, I doubt my promises. I'm truly sorry. Its my final semester already, I still need doa from both of you. 94 for average is ain't easy.

"Ya Allah, izinkanlah aku untuk menyambung pelajaran di United Kingdom seperti yang diiginkan kedua orang tuaku. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah perjalanan dan urusan-urusanku."

And dear batch mates, even though you guys won't be reading this. But, let's strive hard together. Hopes are still there, let's not give up. We can do this, lets make people around us proud.

Dear you, they said heart is an uncertain place, so I'll always have you in my prayer.

Hug and kisses. Goodnight.


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