Secrets are meant to be kept hidden.

Dear friend,

I know what they (we) did was wrong. Maybe it is our fault who get too attached to someone we just knew, get too clingy out of sudden. Putting trust and effort to people whom we barely knew. Those back-talks, we did that to every single person in the house, remember? And I'm sure you guys did the same thing towards me too. Those words she said, she doesn't meant to (I hope). Its her, maybe its her way to surpassed her anger. I'm not hoping for our friendship to end here, I don't want to go through repeating phase of breaking-a-relationship-with-a-person-who-was-supposed-to-be-your-friend. I've been through those tough years, and I don't want to be back in square one.  I hope you would feel better after sometime of not seeing us, and I hope you would comeback. Things sure will be awkward and different for you, but they have yet to know the truth. I'm sure, we, us will put on a friendly mask on our faces, still keep on pretending that we're good to each other. Deep inside no one knows.

I somehow  thought that we should gather around and pour out our thoughts towards each other.  The way I see it, we have been pretending too much. Knowing you guys from day one was a blessed, but I hope we could stop putting on poker face.

Hug and kisses.
Goodnight.


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