Why did I get watermelon as my partner, why do I get her to sit with me??? If Li Ling walk in the class earlier, I could sit with her and my life won't be miserable. I should scream at her like I did to that sweaty boy yesterday! I was relief after I did that. Heelll yeah, he didn't even look at me today, and didn't say a word. Did I tell you, he usually say lots of craps, and gives me the I'm-so-smart face? Ooowh, I remember his face when I asked him to shut up, and when he bumped into me this morning, his face literally changed! Gosh, should I scream to people more often?

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I was spazzing about the K-pop party to Myra, when suddenly the weird Shahirah turn around and asked whether I'm going to the party tonight. I should said 'yes'! Why didn't I think of it? I'm so not good at lying! :p

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Is being in Explorer-sub science-and accounting a bad choice??? Is being in E class means that we're not smart and useless? My mind was so preoccupied with these questions. I resented it when people discriminate us. Like,"You guys are in...normal..middle..class, you should be quiet!" or "I'll give you a week to memorize this periodic table since you're in Explorer." WTH!

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Sunbae change stream and she's in Delphi now. I was crushed when she told me that. Aaah, I should be grateful, at least she accompany me for PE class... we'll see each other more often after this, since we'll merge our class. And, it won't be long, we'll get SBP offer soon, so yeah.I literally cried on Amanda's shoulder when Sunbae turn around. But, Wee Sheng and Li ling sure know how to cheer me up, and giving the thought that Hariz was there too, I wiped my tears off. :)