Recently they posted lots of our childhood pictures on FB. I realized that I'm not there in most pictures and even if I'm in, I'll be at the back row, or hidden by something or someone. Now I know the reasons for not having any childhood memories.

I realized how bad I look back then. And it does answer my question for not having anyone praising me for how I look, because I'm always ugly in their eyes,maybe. I always crave for people telling me how pretty I am, when I heard they praises my brothers or sister. Perhaps this is why I'm always alone.