How would you feel when you wake up and find out that you won't have a long life to live?
When you have to say your farewell for the last time to your love one? The last farewell, when your heart doesn't want it so badly? You have to face everyone around you like there's nothing happen, gives everyone with the sweetest smile that you have?
Those people around you were so curios about your sudden change, you really wanted to share with them, but each time you wanna voice out, you'll be speechless or mostly change the topic...
You just wanna be with them as long as you could without wasting any seconds and memorizing every single thing that we've done together.
You wanna give them the best that you could, but you get worst in return. But,deep in your heart you know that you won't be able to meet them anymore...


Why am I so emo for sudden? Huh?
Toodles! Have a nice holidays!
Miss you guys more than I thought I would!
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