I have to let you go
Monday, June 28, 2010, ϟ 0 shout(s)
No more tears and not much things to say now, its too late to explain everything, it didn't make any thing better or worst. Nothing changes. Other than knowing all the reasons behind this.
If you tell this earlier, there must be a change. But I don't need it. I won't be strong and I will never realize that I've so much mistake to be correct. Without this I won't notice that there's a lot of people that will be here with me during my up and down.
I never thought that I will be closed with people that I think I won't ever can be closed to, so I'm really glad that this do happen. Most of all I get to know person that I've hurt so many time is still there. And she's there just now...
Its true isn't it? If this didn't happen, you won't realize that she's so important to you, isn't?
I'm glad that I once have you in my life, and I appreciate those time we spent together, just memories are left now. You once own a special place in my heart, but not anymore, I'll keep that space empty till I found the right person to put in.We're not meant to be together as we ever thought before, even though its hard for me to say this before, but I could say it out loud now.... " GOODBYE"
Thanks for your advice, I'll find my true self, but don't blame if I found a negative side of me. ^^
In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being. We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit. ~Albert Schweitzer
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